The
passengers on the bus watched sympathetically as the attractive young woman
with the white cane made her way carefully up the steps. She paid the driver,
using her hands to feel the location of the seats, walked down the aisle and
found the seat he'd told her was empty. Then she settled in, placed her
briefcase on her lap and rested her cane against her leg.
It had
been a year since Susan, thirty-four, became blind. Due to a medical
misdiagnosis, she had been rendered sightless, and she was suddenly thrown into
a world of darkness, anger, frustration and self-pity. Once a fiercely
independent woman, Susan now felt condemned by this terrible twist of fate to
become a powerless and helpless burden on everyone around her.
"How
could this have happened to me?" she would plead, her heart knotted with
anger, but no matter how much she cried, protested, ranted or prayed, she knew
the painful truth that her sight was never going to return. A cloud of
depression hung over Susan's once optimistic spirit. Just getting through each
day was an exercise in frustration and exhaustion. And all she had to cling to
was her husband Mark.
Mark was an Air Forces officer and he loved Susan with all of his heart. When she first lost her sight, he watched her sink into despair and was determined to help his wife gain the strength and confidence she needed to become independent again.
Mark was an Air Forces officer and he loved Susan with all of his heart. When she first lost her sight, he watched her sink into despair and was determined to help his wife gain the strength and confidence she needed to become independent again.
Mark's
military background had trained him well to deal with such sensitive
situations, and yet he knew this was the most difficult battle he would
ever face.
Finally,
Susan felt ready to return to her job, but how would she get there? She used to
take the bus, but was now too frightened to get around the city by herself.
Mark volunteered to drive her to and from work each day, even though they worked
at opposite ends of the city.
At first, this comforted Susan and fulfilled Mark's need to protect his sightless wife who was so insecure about performing the slightest task. Soon, however, Mark realized that this arrangement wasn't working, it was hectic and costly.
At first, this comforted Susan and fulfilled Mark's need to protect his sightless wife who was so insecure about performing the slightest task. Soon, however, Mark realized that this arrangement wasn't working, it was hectic and costly.
'Susan
is going to have to start taking the bus again' he admitted to himself, but
just the thought of mentioning it to her made him cringe, she was still so
fragile and so angry. 'How would she react?' he admitted to himself again. Just
as Mark predicted, Susan was horrified at the idea of taking the bus again.
"I'm blind!" she responded bitterly "How am I supposed to know
where I'm going? I feel like you're abandoning me".
Mark's
heart broke to hear these words, but he knew what had to be done. He promised
Susan that each morning and evening he would ride the bus with her, for as long
as it took, until she got the hang of it. And that is exactly what happened.
For two
solid weeks, Mark, military uniform and all, accompanied Susan to and from work
each day. He taught her how to rely on her other senses specifically her
hearing, how to determine where she was and how to adapt to her new
environment.
He
helped her befriend the bus drivers who could watch out for her, and save her a
seat. He made her laugh, even on those not-so-good days when she would trip
exiting the bus, or drop her briefcase. Each morning they made the journey
together, and Mark would take a cab back to his office.
Although
this routine was even more costly and exhausting than the previous one, Mark
knew it was only a matter of time before Susan would be able to ride the bus on
her own. He believed in her, he used to know before she'd lost her sight, who
wasn't afraid of any challenge and who would never, ever quit.
Finally,
Susan decided that she was ready to try the trip on her own. Monday morning
arrived, and before she left, she threw her arms around Mark, her temporary bus
riding companion, her husband and her best friend. Her eyes filled with tears
of gratitude for his loyalty, his sincerity, his patience and his love. She
said good-bye, and for the first time, they went their separate ways. Monday,
Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, each day on her own went perfectly, and Susan had
never felt better. She was doing it and she was going to work all by herself.
On Friday morning, Susan took the bus to work as usual. As she was paying for her fare to exit the bus, the driver said "Boy, I sure envy you" Susan wasn't sure if the driver was speaking to her or not. After all, who on earth would ever envy a blind woman who had struggled just to find the courage to live for the past year?
On Friday morning, Susan took the bus to work as usual. As she was paying for her fare to exit the bus, the driver said "Boy, I sure envy you" Susan wasn't sure if the driver was speaking to her or not. After all, who on earth would ever envy a blind woman who had struggled just to find the courage to live for the past year?
Curiously,
she asked him "Why do you say that you envy me?" The driver responded
"It must feel so good to be taken care of and protected like you
are". Susan had no idea what the driver was talking about, she asked him
again "What do you mean?"
The
driver answered, "You know, every morning for the past week, a fine
looking gentleman in a military uniform has been standing across the corner watching
you when you get off the bus. He makes sure you cross the street safely and he
watches you until you enter your office building. Then he blows you a kiss,
gives you a little salute and walks away. You are one lucky lady"
Tears
of happiness poured down Susan's cheeks. For although she couldn't physically
see him, she had always felt Mark's presence. She was fortunate, so fortunate,
for he had given her a gift more powerful than sight, a gift she didn't need to
see to believe, the gift of love that can bring light where there had been
darkness.
You don't
love a woman because she is beautiful, but she is beautiful because you love her.
God watches over us in just the same way. We may not know His presence, and we may not be able to see His blessed face, but He is there nonetheless!
GIVE AND IT
WILL BE GIVEN TO YOU...